We're sitting on a dark road

Gazing up the brightest star

Together with the wind so cold

Wishing i could go away so far

..

Longing for your presence

Concealing my emptiness

She was never aware of you

Can I be her?

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Everything was kept as a secret

Trying to dissemble it from you

I'm jealous, yes I can't resist it

I want to walk even a day on her shoes

..

You made a song for her, and now

I'm singing one totally made for you

I know this wouldn't make sense

Coz I know you are a bit dense

..

Uhh. I'm trying to fix my things few hours ago, then I saw a piece of paper with words that I put together to make a song. Actually, I think that piece of crap was made 3 years ago. Nung heartbroken AKO. NGE?

Moreover, that song was just perfect for me RIGHT NOW. Hahaha. SAKTO DIBA.

What appears in your mind when you hear the word pain? Is it a physical distress or discomfort that is usually caused by injury or illness or the condition of suffering caused by great unhappiness? Obviously, those literal meanings are somehow different but both may be roots of suffering and anguish. Was there a “someone” that had escaped from pain? Since your first breath and by the time your mother had let you out into the world full of love yet trouble, ache, agony or affliction is always present, you’ll never get rid of it.

 It is indeed easier to cure the pain of a little child who bumps on the ground and got nasty cuts than the pain of someone who used to love and love until she grows old ending up being rejected, holding through pain and resentment like she never wanted to get out of it. Even losing someone you love, you’ll feel like you’re nowhere to find. You feel so lost, so downhearted.

“I can still remember the days wherein my dad is the only man in my life and my mom is my best friend. The day wherein tying my shoelace was the difficult thing to do and when a lollipop can easily take my pain away.”

-for my Eng1 paper.. hehehe.. not yet done. :|