All I have to do is to be honest. But this "guy" is just so weird. I don't understand what he was trying to say. Naiinis ako. I said "tama na, please." ..He said wala na nga daw tlga akong pakialam. WTH. ... I debated only an instant before realizing that it was either my fault or I was just wasting my time. I just throw away my phone and watched some awful shows on television, instead. Argh. Though I felt a little guilt inside. Bakit kaya? Masama bang magsabi ng totoong nararamdaman. Amp.

Craving for the comfort I experienced during those quiet moments my dog and I spent talking and when he gently took my hand as we're watching an uninteresting movie(Haha!),or those foolish things we've done together na hanggang ngayon naiiyak ako pag naaalala ko, I decided to grab my cellphone again and text my pals. Naghahanap ako ng karamay. Then suddenly, Michael replied to me, and I wonder why he didn't even tease me at that moment.."Goodevening din Ange.. Ganun pala nu.. Hbang tumatagal mas sumasakit.. Kahit gustuhin mong makalimot mas naaalala mo.. Kapag naiisip mo mga masasayang nagawa napapaiyak ka na lang.." Mahaba yun eh, I just capsulized. I think(?)this is the first time na nagkaganyan yan dahil sa babae. Haay. Ayun nakahanap ako ng karamay. Kaso hindi sya unli. XD haha.

I just thought it would be easy for me. Akala lang pala. Pero baka masyado lang akong nagiging mag-isa ngayon kaya naaalala ko yung nilalang na yun. Haayy.

Looking forward to college life, iniimagine ko lang kung panu kaya. Ang mahal ng tuition. Di naman kami ganun kayaman. Magtitipid ako. Magsisipag. Mag-aaral mabuti. Haayy. I don't want my parents to get even a little disappointed ng dahil na naman saken. But I have a feeling that both of them are probably extremely proud of me, even if they don't know or..they don't want to show it? :

Aaahh. Ayoko na. Gusto kong magsaya. Pano ba? Kakain na lang ako ng kakain. I wouldn't care na lang kung tumaba ako. Sa ngayon di pa naman masyado. Hahaha. Bored ako. Yun lang.